| Current location: | Plumtrees |
| Current mood: |  optimistic |
| Current music: | The cars passing by. |
I Want....
something more than I've been striving for.
I don't think I've been striving for much of anything this year. I've kind of just been going through the motions here. Now that it's the end of the year I finally gained some motivation, go figure.
I think it had a lot to do with my recent bout of being poor and a little to do with the fact that I woke up this morning to Roseanne on TV. I don't want that life. The average one. I don't think I'd be happy at all. I mean I always thought that I could be happy with all the average things in life but i don't think thats me. I mean I don't want to be grossly rich or anything, I just want to do more than what is expected.
I felt like I have been a disappointment this semester to everyone, including myself. I'm ready to get my life back in order. Or in order actually, I don't think I've ever had it together.
Hopefully in the next two weeks I can get all my bills paid off, all my work caught up with, and get feeling good again.
I think this rain has cleansed more than just the ground.
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